I learned an important truth and a little update
I have
often used the expression ‘there is good news and bad news’. It is handy for
humor and irony, but I am thinking it is really not accurate when we are
talking about God's role in our lives. Everything that comes to pass is from an
all-powerful and good God who is accomplishing His purposes in our lives. So
really, all the news is good because it is a report of God working out His
purposes. More accurately if we want to talk about this dichotomy of experience,
we should say there is ‘pleasant news and uncomfortable news’.
In our reading
this morning we came to 1 Thessalonians 5:18 ‘In everything give thanks: for this is the will of
God in Christ Jesus concerning you.’ This is a
fun passage to preach from, but I shall refrain from that. However, it strikes
me that all of God's purposes are part of our experiencing being in Christ.
Also, while it is God's will that we give thanks for everything, it is not a
gritting of our teeth and being thankful for things where we think we are helpless
victims of fate or bad luck. Instead, the everything is also God's will for us.
So, that
was an extended introduction to our next report. The pleasant news is that I
do not have to have surgery. As I have mentioned before, I was really not
looking forward to it, and as it turns out I will be spared from it. The
uncomfortable news is that as the surgeon reviewed the MRI he observed there was
a large tumor that had apparently extended into a major muscle. Because of
that and the stage of the cancer he did not think that surgery would be curative.
His recommendation was hormone therapy and radiation therapy. I have begun the
hormone therapy which is merely an uncomfortable and expensive shot every six
months for the next two years. That shot is meant to starve and weaken the
tumor and after a minimum of 6 weeks we move to the next step on February 9th.
This is a small operation to place a spacer between the tumor and healthy
tissue and insert gold markers that will be used for targeting the radiation
precisely. The week after that will be a longer visit where positioning molds
will be made, CAT Scans done, and a final targeting plan decided upon. The
following week will begin 44 days of radiation treatment: five days a week for
nine weeks.
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